This not having a phone shit isn’t working for me. I need to get my phone back on. I’m dying slowly, but as me being the optimist I am. It’s good to take a break from certain things and certainly certain people.

But when will enough be enough…

So the dude knockoff. Pretty much ignoring me now. Yeah he’s a cool dude and I really like the potential I seen in him. But when the fuck am I ever high strung up on a dude? Sometimes I forget my reality but I always return in the nic of time. Fuck this dude just like any other. Only thing that irked me is that no one belives me when I say “you can’t hurt my feelings”. I don’t say it to try to sound/be different. I mean it as, I have one life to live, just cause your feelings aren’t mutual to mine doesn’t mean my life is over. I put one foot in front of the other and keep it moving. But its whatever like he was better than some guys I’ve talked to. But someone will be better than him.

Double Penetration

I know I know.
Not really expected of me. But fuck it!
Go hard or go home!
I gotta at least try it once. Just once.

I’m not really into the threesomes but for me to try that is have to be in a threesome.
Till this day comes I will think hard about this.